hindus are death worshippers too like muslims and christians and buddhists. Their god shiva says "I have become death, destroyer of the worlds" and they worship this god who is death

hence theyre death worshippers. I never met a hindu who had a good character or was loving or into life or kind. Theyre really racist to me because I look white even though I am from a hindu family. My parents are extreme death worshippers and dont live or let me live so that was a big clue. I dont expect any good answers on this stupid, sexist site but asking anyway