uae lockdowns

was on the verge of leaving this shithole when they extended the lockdown for the 2nd time. Okay so because of some misfortunes like evil parents and other factors (i'd say i was responsible for 4% of bad shit that happened to me) i ended up in dubai. now for the past 4 weeks or more theyve had lockdowns here. I cant leave the house without asking the goonverments permission. Its a nightmare. the flat i live in is shit. my flatmates are animals. now theyve extended the lockdown for another week. i feel like throwing up and screaming and just running away from this shithole. 

I have no one in this world cause my parents subtly disowned me practically and arent loving people, they follow their toxic faiths to the core to the point my life means nothing to them. Imagine how shit someone's life must be that they dont approve of zuck lifting vinklevoss twins ideas and becoming worth 75 billion for it and still coming to facebook. I know i'll just get shunned on social media its the age of religion and tyranny but man christians suck but theyre so much better in some ways than muslims/sharia law and my parents (hindu/hindu-sikh, fully sharia compliant no alcohol, no pre marital fucking, no fun) who fucking accept the sharia crap without complaining.